Cindy walked a path that only she constructed-by choice or circumstances. She did what she could without always understanding the why of those choices. I think she didn't really know how others could help her life, so didn't really trust to reach out for help. She called them like she saw things. But I do know she loved if she trusted. Few and far between. I believe she must have asked Jesus to do just that recently. That is my hope, so she can fully embrace His love from here on. I will miss you my friend.